We are leaving the void that has been activated as we align with the Galactic Center. We aren’t out yet, more like straddling 75% the safe energy of the dark nest where we have been deeply shedding and dying over the last few years and 25% a brand new portal of fresh, light, sweet-smelling energy from somewhere else. That portal opened this week.
Like anything, this transition does not feel comfortable. In the body, energetic death cycles feel like exhaustion, low energy, roaming aches and pains, and heaviness, as if your very cells are sinking down to the bottom of a body of water. The new energy can feel unfamiliar and unsteady.
Going back out into the light forces us to look around and take stock of what we’ve lost. And that’s the reality - to open to something new, THERE HAS TO BE LOSS. We can never enter into a huge transition, on an Earthly scale or a personal scale, and welcome something new in our lives without the feeling of something dying. The beauty of Earth and the 3rd dimension is that we cannot be all things at once. In linear time and space we are forced to choose. And with that choice? Comes the gift of forced deep presence, which is a rare experience in the grand scheme of the cosmos.
It feels disorienting as we look to the touch points that had become so familiar and hope that they are still there. Some will be. Many will not. What we are not is just as important as what we are. Energetic death is as much about gaining something as it is about losing.
But where are we going? Stay curious and open. Let this place reveal itself to you slowly. Continue to welcome your death, own it, embrace it, let it embrace you. Breathe deeply. It will likely be very unclear what exactly is supposed to emerge in this new world and you may at first feel half-formed, like you do not know who or what you are. You will find out soon enough.
Here is some light language instructions to help you gracefully process what needs to die as you move into your new reality: