Energy update 🌎 New Moons are interesting times on Earth. They are like holidays for the inner world, where we all get a chance to explore the same themes in our soul growth simultaneously. Can you see the power in that? It’s very important. Your piece in all of this is necessary and more crucial than you think.
There is tension right now between a lot of polarities- wanting to move forward and wanting to stay out, wanting radical change and really wanting to hunker down in the comfort den, wanting freedom but feeling anxiety about the lack of certainty in the situation. On a human level, this feels quite bad.
At a certain point it all feels futile when viewed by looking outside. Why is everything so slow? Why is everything always so much more complicated than we think it will be? Are my desires totally delusional? Sometimes you’ll just feel tired, and worn down, and hopeless. Life is tedious sometimes.
That place, right now, is where the magic begins. When you feel like you’ve hit the bottom and you aren’t even sure why you’re here anymore, close your eyes and feel your way into the truth. Is it all so pointless when you remember that the reason you are here is to grow, feel, and know yourself? This may not be everyone’s awareness but that’s ok. It’s yours. Likely when you remember that’s why you are here, you see a spark of inspiration.
Hold that tiny spark while you let the waves of heavy feelings pass. You are not the waves, you are not the heavy feelings, you are the one who watches all of that within yourself. Observe what you see. Take notes in a notebook like Margaret Mead. You’re going to need them someday. Share your insights. The world doesn’t need more people trying to rearrange all the pieces to achieve some shoddy, half-baked semblance of security. It needs people who can stare into the darkness without fear and come back with wisdom to share around this large yet weirdly intimate campfire.
Here are some light language codes to help you find inspiration in the dark moments, instead of desperation.